◄what happen to me?►

1:30:00 AM 7.11.10

sometime i feel like a coward, don't know what happen. courage only come out after drinking some liquor. a chinese idioms saying: "yan zai tian bian, jin zai yan qian". she is just right in front of me, i just simply can't open my mouth to say "wo xi huan ni" a very simple four words only but take lots of courage to say it out. haiz, giving myself some hope is good, but not every time. i always scared if i say those words, what will be the outcome?

1) kanna outcast if not successful
2) maybe even can't be friend if not successful
3) if success, and not lasting
4) scared people say at my back say "ha ma xiang chi tian er rou"
5) scared i take my friend steps, only care about girlfriend and forget friends

can someone tell me how? i really don't know what to do. i really don't want to think this kind of things again. i really put down this matter for half a year, and i now think back the same old things. HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ~

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i'm 24 years old student, born on 12th nov.
born to be simple and emotional.
like to travel oversea just to see how the world look like.

let's forget the past September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011